Self Love and Awakening
Before
I talk about Awakening, let us uncover the Truth of Self-love. Neglecting to
make a distinction between Self and self is the most fundamental
error made by most of us. We are told "love thy
Self", and we take this to mean love the personality of the man or woman
we believe ourselves to be. However, that is not the Self being referred to in
this simple directive. Those three words invite you to love your True Self, not
the concept of who you are as a "person", which is proposed by your
mind.
Your
mind is not real. "It, "the mind", does not exist! It is merely
a label. The word "mind" was invented some time in recent past
history to represent a human being's tendency to record and store experiences
and then assemble these records in any given order that may be useful in
predicting other experiences; an imaginary labyrinth of imaginings! It
is bizarre that anyone would let this concept tell you who you are! This falls
into the category of another simple three-word phrase: Know Thy Self, but that
is for another time.
At
this time in the history of mass consciousness on our planet, this labyrinth of
imaginings has developed so far in a direction opposite of Truth, that most of
humankind is suffering from no, or low, self esteem, the perfect condition to
stop you from loving your True Self.
You
cannot cover an attitude of self-loathing with a mental decision. Your mind has
compiled many charges against this "person" called "you." It
will serve up records of all the deeds and attributes that it has determined
are not worthy of love, and remind you of all the days you failed to meet the
goals it set for you, and all your weaknesses, and bad choices. This catalog of
experiences is in direct opposition to what is True.
The
Truth is that the mind is not qualified to judge your body, its experiences, or
its perceptions and attributes. It is not qualified to give you directions,
because it only has information stored about where it has already been. Mind is
an imaginary catalog that can only convey its own conclusions about
observations it makes. It has absolutely no qualifications to determine a value
about anything.
Here's
the good news: Your mind is not you!
It is not even an aspect of you. It is your imagination in action, and it is
only your Master if you accept it as such. You can choose to ignore it, and
that creates "room for reality" in your life in that instant.
This
unloving mind is also "at cause" when it comes to depleting your
health. No doctor can delete the cause of dis-ease,
as all dis-ease comes from the mind. Only the teacher
who gives you the awareness of mind's non-existent qualifications, or the
counselor who exposes the imaginary mind and its chaos, or an anchor of divine
grace, who leads you to an Awakening can delete dis-ease.
Mind is incapable of love. It cannot give up its own catalog of unloving attitudes
and experiences. You can clear your body of the negative energies of blame,
resentment, revenge and hatred, and be able to give or receive love, and in the
instant you give mind an opening it will delete an act of giving with just one
negative comment. Beware the power of such an imaginary concept as "the
mind".
Now
I will talk about Awakening and how it affects Self- love. At the moment an
Awakening occurs, mind has been discredited. Because it is no longer considered
worthy to make comments, it can no longer delete the True Self's acts of
giving. Mind is not given a moments notice by Awakened awareness. Now that Self,
the True Nature of an individual, has been liberated in another form, It can participate in the game of life unencumbered. Its
natural condition of peace and love are now expressed as "Presence". An
attitude of caring is extended from the now liberated body, as Self recognizing
"Itself" in all that this body's sensory system observes.
Self
is not the body, nor that data recorder that claims to be "me." Self
includes everything as it manifests each moment. "I" (True Self) can
appreciate all the awesomeness of all aspects of creation from yet another
vantage point. Can "I" love "my" Self? Since "I"
am SELF, both the lover, and the loved - who would be answering this question?